Hello everyone,

I'm sure by now the word has gotten out that my dear friend, Robert Towle, died suddenly Thursday morning. We are all so shocked and saddened by his passing, especially since there were no warnings that anything was fatally wrong with him. He was always so caring. Whenever Robert was around, I felt at ease. He always made me feel as though I could do anything and be anything I wanted. I knew that I was Miss America in his eyes. Robert was one of the reasons I stayed so strong throughout my year as Miss Maine. He made everything fun and kept my mind in the right direction. His dedication to the pageant world and me was touching, I never wanted to let him down. He will be sorely missed by so many. But, there is good that comes of every sad event. Robert's passing reminds so many of us to live our lives to the fullest everyday. I can say with no hesitation that Robert lived every moment of his life as if it were his last. I doubt he had any regrets. What more could you ask for in life than to have a full and beautiful life. I have faith that Robert is in a wonderful place full of exquisite scarves, wine glasses that say "queen" on them, laughter, and lots of music. I bet there is also a rule wherever he is that you cannot wake up before noon :) I love you Robert and will miss you dearly. I feel blessed to have been your last Miss Maine, I hope I have made you proud.